Everything feels so raw. Everything feels open and exposed. I want to heal, I need to heal. I want to hope, I need to hope.
I am pouring so much into being with God, but have you ever done that and just feel like you are coming up empty and He is just quiet?
I am still choosing to trust, I need to. All the promises that I have read, make me want to, but I am still afraid of what might come next.
This song I heard for the first time tonight. I needed to hear this song. It encourages me and gives me strength. It is another reminder that I am not alone even though I feel so completely, utterly alone in my grief and struggle to survive. It isn't because people don't care. It is purely because this is personal to me.
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