Dear Baby,
I am pretty certain, now, that I am pregnant and getting to experience my "first" Christmas with you. I have not yet told your dad or anyone of my suspicions as I do not want to get any one's hopes up, but I am thankful that I get to celebrate with you.
You have already been the cause of some interesting symptoms, and where they are not enjoyable in the least, I am thanking God for another opportunity to be pregnant.
How exciting to be pregnant during Christmas and being able to really connect with the gift of life that Christmas stand for. I am thankful that God sent His son for us, the ultimate gift and sacrifice. Help me keep my eyes on you as I walk this life out.
We have so much to celebrate this Christmas as we have our blessing Turner and our new additions in Georgie and Bently. What a joy they have been to us. We have faced many trials related to them as well, but I hope that we are learning a lot in these opportunities and finding ways to use them to serve Jesus and others.
Thank you, Jesus, for another opportunity to enjoy pregnancy. Please help me, as I am sure I will have far more fear and anxiety in this pregnancy. I want to be found faithful to you during this pregnancy. Since losing Jordan, I have been so angry and distant to all around me. Help me heal and rejoice in all areas in my life including the trials that come my way.
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